I don’t understand

What’s so great about it?

It’s just there

It didn’t take me where I wanted to go

Last thing I remember is a light,

More like a spark

Still not one I wanted to see.

Trucks lights,

Right in my face, not stopping

My mother crying, my father mad

Cop lights in their driveway

Not the lights they wanted to see

An then I saw the light

Not one I wanted to see

A Red light

Fire

Hell!

Not everyone goes to heaven

Water

The purest thing on earth

It can determine life or death

No other thing has the same power

If there was a god

It’ll be made out of water.

Questioning

Is what I was told

Unless it was about “the men above”

I was judged

By those who said

Only he can judge

So I ask and no answer has come

Questions is all I had

Is he real? Or not?

Should I follow my gut?

Or those that follow blindly

no answer came

They told me what I need was faith

And all the answers would come pouring

But instead I got logic that’s when the answers started pouring.